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Hello everyone.


This is gonna be hard to explain, but as you might notice already, im not death.
In fact my name is not even tanya.

I'm  really ashamed of what i have done, that's why it toke me so long to come clean, which is what i'm about to do, so let me explain what exactly is going on here...


You may remember me as dashiepie or tanya, and you may remember that depression bullshit which in the end culminated in my ''dead''.

But if it isn't ovbious by now, it was a lie.
Why? that's the biggest question, and the answer is as stupid as i am.

During that time two things where happening in my life, one of them was that i was getting the atention of some questionable people, not a big treath, just an annoyance. And the other thing was, that i was getting really stupid. I was having this idea that one of my friends, my best friend at the time, din't wanted to be my friend anymore, spoiler alert, it was all on my head.

So genious me thought on the perfect solution to get rid of those annoying people and got to make my ''bad friend'' feel bad. Making public i was suffering from depression, and somehow blaming my friend.


This is messed up in so many levels for so many reasons. I hurt my best friend, i hurt many good friends, my deviant sis, and fans of my work as dashiepie just to get rid of some stupid people. 

I can't look at deviantart the same way, i just feel so bad, i can't believe how childish i acted, i can't believe at some point i thought that was a right thing to do, to lie about who i trully was, and to fake my dead, and after so many notes, comments, even pieces of art about my dead, i can't believe it toke me soo long to say the truth. I should have said it the second people got truly worried, heck, i should have never done any of that to beggin with. I guess i couln't beelieve people was actually concerned about dashiepie in general.

I have been telling the truth to some people over the years, but it wasn't until my back then best friend forgive me that i decided that everyone must know the truth. 

What i did was so fucked up, so stupid, i was a stupid person, i am a stupid person. None of you deserved what i did to you.
I'm so sorry for all the lies, for making you worry about me in vain, for pretending to be someone i was not, for insulting all the people who actually have depression, for making you believe a human being died, when the only thing that was dying was a monster.


Im sorry :iconkatinatophat: my dear sis

Im sorry :icondrojan: 

Im sorry :iconkooner-cz:

Im sorry :iconanimewave-neo:

Im sorry :iconsnus-kun:

Men, im sorry everyone, im so so so sorry!
There is so many more people im missing right now, but i want you all to know, i am really sorry for the lies and the bad time i made everyone have. I have no excuse for my actions, i fucked up baddly, if i could do anything to make it up to all of you, i would do anything, at all! 

What i did is unforgivable, and will haunt me for ever, as a reminder of how stupid and big of an asshole i can be.

And i understand if you can not forgive me... If i were any of you, i wouldn't forgive me eighter.

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tanya
hi everypony! the call of more ponies take me here, to see more ponies and know more bronys, And well, in this part i supose to talk about my self, but i dont really know if someone really are interested in that, so i just keep that way X3, and rainbow dash rule! :iconrainbowdashplz::iconrainbowplz:
:iconrainbow-rplz::iconrainbow-aplz::iconrainbow-iplz::iconrainbow-nplz::iconrainbow-bplz::iconrainbow-oplz::iconrainbow-wplz: :iconrainbow-dplz::iconrainbow-aplz::iconrainbow-splz::iconrainbow-hplz::iconso-awesomeplz:

Current Residence: ? never know :/
Favourite genre of music: clasic, videogames music, orchestral, rock, dance, and a lot more
Wallpaper of choice: something with a pony in there
Favourite cartoon character: right now is rainbow dash!
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Hello everyone.


This is gonna be hard to explain, but as you might notice already, im not death.
In fact my name is not even tanya.

I'm  really ashamed of what i have done, that's why it toke me so long to come clean, which is what i'm about to do, so let me explain what exactly is going on here...


You may remember me as dashiepie or tanya, and you may remember that depression bullshit which in the end culminated in my ''dead''.

But if it isn't ovbious by now, it was a lie.
Why? that's the biggest question, and the answer is as stupid as i am.

During that time two things where happening in my life, one of them was that i was getting the atention of some questionable people, not a big treath, just an annoyance. And the other thing was, that i was getting really stupid. I was having this idea that one of my friends, my best friend at the time, din't wanted to be my friend anymore, spoiler alert, it was all on my head.

So genious me thought on the perfect solution to get rid of those annoying people and got to make my ''bad friend'' feel bad. Making public i was suffering from depression, and somehow blaming my friend.


This is messed up in so many levels for so many reasons. I hurt my best friend, i hurt many good friends, my deviant sis, and fans of my work as dashiepie just to get rid of some stupid people. 

I can't look at deviantart the same way, i just feel so bad, i can't believe how childish i acted, i can't believe at some point i thought that was a right thing to do, to lie about who i trully was, and to fake my dead, and after so many notes, comments, even pieces of art about my dead, i can't believe it toke me soo long to say the truth. I should have said it the second people got truly worried, heck, i should have never done any of that to beggin with. I guess i couln't beelieve people was actually concerned about dashiepie in general.

I have been telling the truth to some people over the years, but it wasn't until my back then best friend forgive me that i decided that everyone must know the truth. 

What i did was so fucked up, so stupid, i was a stupid person, i am a stupid person. None of you deserved what i did to you.
I'm so sorry for all the lies, for making you worry about me in vain, for pretending to be someone i was not, for insulting all the people who actually have depression, for making you believe a human being died, when the only thing that was dying was a monster.


Im sorry :iconkatinatophat: my dear sis

Im sorry :icondrojan: 

Im sorry :iconkooner-cz:

Im sorry :iconanimewave-neo:

Im sorry :iconsnus-kun:

Men, im sorry everyone, im so so so sorry!
There is so many more people im missing right now, but i want you all to know, i am really sorry for the lies and the bad time i made everyone have. I have no excuse for my actions, i fucked up baddly, if i could do anything to make it up to all of you, i would do anything, at all! 

What i did is unforgivable, and will haunt me for ever, as a reminder of how stupid and big of an asshole i can be.

And i understand if you can not forgive me... If i were any of you, i wouldn't forgive me eighter.

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:iconsteampunknerd16:
SteampunkNerd16 Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Does anybody know how old she was going to be this year?
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draton01 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2017
Well, actually she's not dead because she never existed my friend...

She'll turn 25 tomorrow because she is me... And i turn 25 tomorrow
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:icondraton01:
draton01 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2016
She's not dead
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:iconmixithepony:
MixiThePony Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wat
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:icondraton01:
draton01 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2016
Yeah, she is not death
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:iconmixithepony:
MixiThePony Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:I Y entonces? Desde ese video tuyo y los 4 años creyendo que estaba muerta, como va eso?
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namiichu Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
May she rest in the best way <3
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:iconminecraftxyo:
MinecraftXyo Featured By Owner Edited Jan 4, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
R.I.P.

It would have been her birthday tomorrow... :(
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YouCanCountOnFlippy Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
RIP dashiepie

We shall miss her dearly and continue to try our best, which is probably what she would want us to do...
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PastelOpal Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Do you do art trades?!
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